I can feel the end is approaching.
The air is cooler, the days are longer. He’s moving forward, yet I’m moving another way. Not backwards. Just not with him. Two nights ago he told me he wasn’t sure if he loved me for awhile. This was stab in the heart. All of these little bits are adding up to the fact that I can’t do this anymore. I can’t be with him. Everyday I bleed out a little more. This relationship is becoming toxic. I just can’t do this anymore.